we saw a cane toad get dissected today. I'm getting used to gore, i think. but gosh it was so cool! you really HAVE to wonder at God's creation. of course, this was like yesterday, when i told everybody at the dinner table about the electrically charged mucus that some filter-feeders have. a completely...random fact. but its... COOL. laura thinks so, anyway. :P. we are such sciencey-iency people. xiao pei just gave me her stone look though. teehee! I'm just learning so much... and at the same time... not enough... i can understand how some people take knowledge to be a religion, and base all their perceptions of the world on fact... even though the term perception implies a non-fact. but anyway. cane toads are soggy. and (from what i saw) have only one lung. which looks like a bathroom loofa. those things that you scrub yourself with?? only ... bloodier and squishier.

And i fell asleep during physics lecture today...waaah. kia's gone!!! He's my fantastic Italian electricity and magnetism lecturer...and. HIS passion (his. i say again)... lights up the whole room! and it just inspires me to be interested in it :)...i'm really gonna miss him. muahaha. he's really cute too. Hyper little italian guy. His accent livens up the whole process.
back to my falling asleep... it was one of those really LOOOOOOONG blinks. She was explaining how the world was made out of itty bitty things called *gasp, surprise surprise* ATOMS. and my brain went " OKAY, time for me to have a break now" and went on standby mode. when i next regained consciousness, we were well into DARK MATTER and ASTROPHYSICS and SUMATOMS and POSITRONS. and i was like. *_* . bargh.

yea. God's been amazing, i want you all to know... i've been so far away from him the past few days...and now, talking to Him again... its like dew in the morning. rain in the drought. i'm glad...and I'VE GOTTA GROW!!! no more passivity or stagnation. and one thing i've decided to focus on learning from God is DISCIPLINE. pray me!