aha! a rarity. i'm actually writing!
well. i think God's put some hope in my life. it happened exactly 9p.m. last night.
why?
because i was reminded of home. of the fellowship i had in albert house. and, i decided that that was what i could and would work towards. Also this: My joy should come from Him within me, and not things like friends, like accomplishments. because that won't keep me going enough. cos friends might leave, accomplishments will pale to others...i am not jaded...its a fact, friends will disappoint, the thing is, not to make anything less of them despite that. that's my philosphy anyway.

and because of that, the sky's a little brigher, the grass, a little greener, and me?
I'M feeling a little braver. just a little.
and that'll be enough for now.