i think i've upset someone... i didn't mean to...its just that...you know how i like to go to deep into things, and everytime i try to be more frank, i screw it up and i 'over do' it. I just wish sometimes that i could really just say what i'm thinking...with out having to frame it up with tactful words... like when i think something sucks and shouldn't be done... i feel standless, in noman's land when i don't.. but yet i feel its being too mean when i do, and yet, i'm fighting so madly to get out of it...


but, I believe in miracles.