hmm...God is good. i got my anatomy results back-76.7% one of the top ten in the level! i'm like aiyayayai, only with His grace. the next one coming up is clinical practice on wednesday, which i haven't started studying for... ahhh. and this is making out to be an incredibly boring entry...which isn't what i wanted it to be.
well. yesterday, the girls and i spent 3 hours after dinner, talking about love, friendship marriage, and most of all, abba, about You! i'm afraid i didn't manage to answer many of their questions... but i know, same as paul,that we won't be winning people with logic or wise arguements, but just by the sheer, raw spirituality, and awesomeness of your grace, that defys human understanding...
one of the questions they asked was if God is all knowing, and he has our whole lives mapped out for us, he has a destiny for us, and if he does, what about the people who end up crazy, mad killers? why does God allow people like that to exist, to suffer and provoke suffering. and if he is all knowing, he'd know all our choices, and the final choice that we would make. so knowing that those of us who would choose wrong would choose wrong, then why let us live in the first place? why give us bodies? i don't know... but, God i have faith. and i'll prolly ask Pastor on sunday, or someone at cell on wednesday...

anyway. thanks for keeping me at peace Lord. thanks for pouring out such grace! and thank you, THANK YOU for mapping out a plan for me. i am NOT lost, or aimless in this world. i was created on purpose ONE PURPOSE ONLY, and that is to commune with you, and it doesn't matter what happens in between... the journey, the destination is unimportant, as long as i seek you. and you will provide me with the rest...

oh, and i'm thinking of going on a mission trip. i REALLY wanna go for the dolos, logos thing...the thing is, its 3 months... and i'm not gonna get that kindof gap until next year. by GOSH, i wannna gooo! anyhoo. love you lord!