haha! a few days ago at dinner, jon tried to smile at me with a full mouth. It turned out as this frightful grimace and i thought something was wrong with the food, until he waved.

we had umat today...and while i was sitting at my desk twiddling my thumbs, the locals were having a party. seriously. they were in these little groups checking each other out. Poor me. i had NO ONE to check out. i was surrounded by girls and to my left, a dercrepit nerdy guy who ignored my completely, and to my right *sigh* one blessed...in gifts of the...lipid kind. and he ignore me too. :(. and while i was HALF way through the nonverbal logic section... he was CHECKING is paper and humming to himself. i wanted to clobber him. well. now i want to clobber him. back at that moment i was just swamped with insecurity and low self-esteem. i blame my ill performance on my bladder. Its no fault of mine. It MADE me go to the toilet. it did! and when i refused, it kept pestering me.

oh! and before the exam, we prayed, like in those good ol mg days...and i admit, were it not for that prayer, i would have long been panicing. *sigh* all i can do is trust that God, God knows where i'm going ... and he won't let anything bad hurt me.